My Mind Journey

Did blogger in Malaysia have a right?

2009-07-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

I am doing a research about the Blog and Blogger. I attempt to get the right about the blogger..Unfortunately, i never find it at Cais!..
Anyone would like to help me to find it!..

Wish For All My Friends..

2009-04-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

For All my Beloved friends..
I wish you all..
Good Luck in your final exam...!

Nothing is impossible, the most important is our gain to get all "A"..
Yes, I can!..
Yes, we can!...

America Next Top Model Cycle 12

2009-03-07T03:09:00.000-08:00

Model of ANTM cycle 12!

Well,my favourite reality show is start already..ANTM cycle 12..wow, absolutely all girls is gorgeous!Well Done!..we just see and wait, who is the america next top model on this season..i am looking forward to follow this show...

Hopefully, this season will be grand as my feeling to enjoy it!hahahaha,Ok, by the way, Congrat for the selected great personality as well!

Yeahhhh....

Today, i am positively wait my proposal feedback

2009-03-05T17:47:00.000-08:00

well, yesterday..Mimie and myself was submit the proposal to faculty of social science. With full of pray, i wish i will get good feedback..After that, i have to submit that proposal to chancellorry to have comfirment from TNC..Then, i have to submit it to Kementerian Pendidikan Malaysia, Bahagian Hal Ehwal & Alumni and Majlis Pewakilan Pelajar...So skema beb! What can i do? I just do my best for that..Well, you all know, i was started to do that from last semester. So, it's take a long time beb!Besides that, we dont applying anything vote from BHEPA escape transportation, fasi vest and "Peti Pertolongan Cemas"..By the way, we applying vote from PSS. But, it was a little amount for buying goods that we need during 'Sukaneka" activities at SMK Suai, Miri..

Method Assignment!

2009-02-18T19:51:00.000-08:00

YES, WE CAN!..
That is our group members motto..
All members of my group is supporting one!
Effa, Dhipa, Hamimi Kun..& ME!
Hahaha, everyone do their part!
Me & Kun key in Data At SPSS..
Effa typing the introduction part..
Dhipa typing the methodology part..
YES, WE CAN!!!!!

Huhuhu..I don't have any Idea..

2009-01-27T19:58:00.000-08:00

I don't have any idea to complete my assignment as well..Huhuhuhu, so sad!actually i would like to finish my Corporate Publishing Assignment, touch a little bit my broadcasting, finish my METHOD..But, all is on the way..

it's ok..i have a time to complete that..the due day is still far..hahaha, that is sentences for the lazy person like me.."when i should changes?"..the spot is mine..no one else can intervene my future..but, i have a friends to advise me during the time when i was falling and under pressure..

thanks the God! i have a good friends as well..

Today, i spend a whole time at CAIS

2009-01-27T19:41:00.000-08:00

today, i have to full my time to find out the research did i should have it..i mean for my assignment..Never have my lunch and dinner i'm not sure..hehehe..Work hard for this sem because i have a killer subject which is "METHOD"..Seem like we are social sciences scientist..Yeah, trust yourself, K! fight for future..

Also, i have my EPP discussion by 1.00 pm..we need to do the questionaire for our resume exercise..D**B beb..i'm so stress to find out the releven question..Actually, we have done to pass that question to our lecturer, but she reject it..only one is releven for our topic..Nevermind, we learn from the mistake also weaknesses..heheheh

What should i do during this Holiday?

2009-01-25T05:06:00.000-08:00

emmm, actually i have a planning for this holiday..

First: Complete my assignment (If Can)

Second: Do my own Note...

Third: Do my research for my Method..I mean find out the topic..

That 3 things i should do...

Tomorrow and the next day (Monday & Tuesday), my mom told me, just stay at my room..i don't know why?..Just do it!

This Sem is Very tired...

2009-01-25T04:35:00.000-08:00

oh my god! this sem is very tired!...Monday until Wednesday i have a class from the morning until evening.. Thursday i am free..But, Friday my class is evening only..for this time i can manage it with successful because every time i attend the class..Hopefully, i will do that until the end in this sem...

I promise to myself, i will struggle than before..i want to achieve my target..my target is...S.E.C.R.E.T..Only myself know it!hahaha..Amen...

Also, i would like to improve my attitude..i mean, try to not wasting my time..do something benefit during my spare time..yeahhh,trust me K!

first time i can open my blog..

2009-01-25T04:06:00.000-08:00

d**B beb..after a long time i can't open my blog..but,that is my fault because i forget my password..also the low connection..hehehe..by the way, "GONG XI FA CAI" to all my Chinese friends..i wish you all, the best things in this new year!..but, i was sad because i can't celebrate my mom festival..i'm so sorry mom..your son wish you, healthy and long life..Don't forget to give me "ANGPAU"..xong xi! xong xi!hahaha..

Welcome Back to UNIMAS..

2008-12-30T18:38:00.000-08:00

welcome back to school!..i really looking forward to meet my friend, Effa & Mimie..long time do not see my friends after almost 6 weeks...

Today is Last Day in this Semester

2008-11-15T23:27:00.002-08:00

Hamimi, Rapik, Effa & Aslan..

HAmimi..

Effa & Aslan..

Afiq standing on the Stone!

yeppi!finally,i have a chance to take a long holiday..maybe around 6 weeks..yeyeyey...but, i really miss my friends during that time..well, you all know,long period of time we do not see each others..ok, talks about my activities yesterday...first, i wake up around 7 a.m & sleep again...oh my God! i almost forget our deal to go to picnic at Permai beach! Suddenly, Mimie knock my door to remind me...i have to rashly to bath..around almost 9 a.m, Aslan & Effa pick up myself & Mimi at College TAZ..we have to breakfast at Fast Food Restaurant.Sorry, i forgot that Restaurant name...Then, we go to Mall Shopping Complex to buy some food for our picnic at Permai Beach..Around 9.30 a.m, we all landing at Permai Beach..Fantastic! A big wave..After 4 hours in there, Aslan & Effa bring us to Sarawak Golf Club to have some lunch..(correct me if wrong name that place)..then, Effa send Aslan to home because he need send his mother to go somewhere..after sending Aslan, Effa, Mimi & myself go to Wisma Seberkas to karaoke..i really enjoy it! Yes, we spend a great time with each others before holiday...

i'm free now...

2008-11-13T20:20:00.000-08:00

yesssss...i'm free now.i have done all of my final exam paper...yes i can!..after this, i just packing my luggage before i going home..heheheh, i'm looking forward!but, i'm still worry about my result..hopefully i will get better result compare to my last semester!Amin..

2008-11-10T05:29:00.000-08:00

Life is for Everything we Do..

yes, once we have time, surely we will be hanging out together..nice keep in touch..in this time, i know, we are pressure just because our final exam..my friends, i always wish you all, "ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK" in our final exam..we do with effort, other let's god do that..

in the next, i hope we are can still together to hanging out at somewhere place that can make we are color of true friends..spending time together maybe hard to find the great deal to meet..most important, just keep in touch my friends..

2008-11-10T05:08:00.000-08:00

The Song Of The Great of Friends...

No One Can Stop us..

we like others person..
going together as a best friends
happy and sad together..
like night with stars..
bright and nice to see..

we like others person,
walk together as the great friends..
curious about everything,
to complete us..
with full of knowledge..

we like others person,
like to do something benefited..
face whatever in the future..
keep in touch..
to make our friendship..
strong and strong..

we like others person,
have a goals..
to be a good and useful person..
we struggle to get that..
we have a effort to make all that things..
become true..

I AM RURAL PERSON..

2008-11-10T04:45:00.001-08:00

Here! This Place I Grow UP..

this place tell me the meaning of life..every single day of my previous life before continue my study at UNIMAS, i do everything the routine life as a farmer son..no one know, did i coming from the best rural place..meaning, i live at peaceful place without any noise and pollution..but, the weakness we are is lack of knowledge about the real world around we are..No newspaper, No Internet Coverage, No Hand phone Line & Whatever did the City people had..but, i like to tell the world, we are like others, go to school to learn everything about the knowledge..

but, I'm proud where i come from..i love my life as a rural person. With the green of plants, the peace at the Jungle, the nice river i can swim..But, i also scare about the peaceful of my village nowadays..the logging make break down of my great world..i know, that is development but we still need the nice place like before...every semester break, i will going back to my long house at Rumah Jengging, Sg Lajan, 96850 Song, Kapit..

2008-11-10T04:32:00.000-08:00

Afiq, Mimie, Effa & Dhipa...

So What We Are For Friends!

Be alert whatever we face,
Still progressive and going beyond,
wish we are still like before,
with special relationship,
As The Best Friends...

if there award for friends,
the best caring friends belong to Effa,
the best understood friends belong to Mimie,
the best helpful friends belong to Dhipa..
I appreciate their are behind me...

i wish my friend,
All The Best whatever you do,
Good Luck in whatever you do..
take me if i fall,
advice me when i do something wrong..
And 1 Things,
"I LOVE YOU ALL"

See the world as a whole!

2008-11-10T03:36:00.000-08:00

i can't remember, when i start to love study for my future?..but, i still remember my father saids, "No one can change you escape you are" and my mom saids, "The great son is the strong of knowledge"..until now, i still find what really meaning of my mom saids..but, i promise to my parent, " Let me change our life"..huhuhu, i scare too if i can't realize my promises..

Yes We Can..

2008-11-10T03:21:00.000-08:00

don't you all know, This Statement, "Yes We Can" saying by who?..it's say by Barrack Obama, the new president of America..i think, i may use this statement for my exam..'Yes I Can', i have don't four of my final exam...hureeyx3!..now, i just my prepare for my last paper, Communication Theory!..i have 3 day before i sit that paper..Thanks God! maybe i should struggle for that paper..if can, keep Remember all the main point!hehehe..Yes I Can!

nothing to do during "The Revision Week"

2008-10-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

D**d myself, lazy and lazy to do my revision..so, you think me can answer the final exam?..i haven't started my preparation..maybe i need to push myself or waiting the last minute..huhuhu..

attitude is what?

2008-10-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

make the ABC's arrange by a numbers..example, A=1, B=2 and so on..then you count the spelling of "ATTITUDE"..how many percentage you will got?..

See, i am very sure you will got 100%..am i rite?

so, it's show we are that ATTITUDE is very important to be better off in your life..make your life become meaningful with great attitude..lost of that meaning that you are suffer in next life especially and maybe during the period of your life..

think something was happen if you are lack of good attitude..attitude play a main role in your social life as weel and interpersonal communication especially..so, don't play with that word's..

i was happy and sad every moment at UNIMAS

2008-10-27T22:06:00.000-07:00

first time i walk in at UNIMAS, i feel I'm stranger..everyone in there unfamiliar face..i haven't see that face..all is new face!ehh,nevermind, we have orientation, we make a new friends in that event..i don't know, when i start have a friends?..i just know and meet Rudu and followed by Hamimi at Allamanda and Tan and Effa at faculty i think.but we are collegemate and facultymate and become best friend until nowadays....

so, wonderful!..back to first day at UNIMAS, almost everyday my sister call me and ask me about circumstance at my room and lecture room, foods, friends..everything, my sister would like to ask me..my sister just worry about me because she know i'm not really social person.."you ask me 1 question and i will reply it 1 words".that is me..

then, i just walk around lonely and don't have any friends..so sad!i still remember did i never eat at 3 days once i was at UNIMAS. from first day i come..well, the primer factor is shy..interesting but a little bit problems with my communication..but, now i was totally change..i can communicate with others very well and make new and new friend everyday..fantastic and awesome!

ting!ting! i still have problem with my lecture time..oh my god, daily lecture time is using English..D**d beb. it's only happen at me ( so curious every new English words)..i'm not expert in English..oh my god! i have to struggle to follow the student life at University..

time table and rutine life is quiet different compare to my Form 6 level..all is by myself..i mean't. independent person!no one advise you to take some notes during lecture time and do some exercise.it's depent on you to do that or not..my first assignment is very worst,,so many mistake and don't have enough source..but, i not plagiatrims..

will be continue..

once again..

2008-10-27T21:53:00.000-07:00

once again, my rice cooker still under repair..d**d beb..almost 3 weeks my rice cooker still under icu wad..ceh, how dare that agent didn't care my rice cooker?..better i buy new, but i have money crisis just now..maybe next i will buy the new one..hopefully!so, i can save my monthly budget beb..

the sushi king & Starbuck..

2008-10-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

wooo.... today i have done to go to that part of foods did i realize not really familiar..i mean, not our culture food..but, that is great experience i had..so, fantastic beb! soon, i will go there again..fuyoo, once again, we are, Effa, Mimie, Tan and myself hanging out together..i miss it's..yes, we are the best friends in the world..so, don't jealous guys..

the great day with my friends..

2008-10-24T21:32:00.001-07:00

well, most of my spend time with my friends, i feel good like a ntv 7..off course, the great memoir..
see, that is real friend. we are happy and sad together.friends is the very closed person with you..so, it's up to make your relationship become better and better..for me, friend is like an angel from the heaven..white and clean..i mean, the best friend is the best attitude and interpersonal communication is very well..so, don't pretend this fact...

how to make your life become good?

2008-10-24T21:22:00.000-07:00

here, i would like to share my tips to be better off in your life..

1. don't gossip

2. hanging out to do some healthy activity

3. listen to soft music if you are stress

4. do something benefited

5. go to picnic with your friends during weekend

6. read magazines

7. work hard and smart

8. share your problem with your friends (You expert that person you can trust)

9. don't always pretend yourself with lonely life

10. play outside games such as hockey, football or badminton

who you are to judge we are?

2008-10-24T20:56:00.000-07:00

gossip, gossip and gossip..i'm so s****d with the liar gossip. we are the real friends..i love my friend, Hamimi and effadylia..so, please, don't judge a book by it's cover..we are like a storm, can broken your life once your enter without permission and without shame, its up to you to gossip us..pleaselah, kerja cam itu, Tuhan 100% tidak halalkan..bahkan you akan dikatakan berdosa besar..so, insaflah daripada mengumpat orang..this is story about us..my friends, don't take it into your heart..make it a piece of desserts..for you all who is "Legs Liar Gossip" information, we are strength as a water, stand like a moon and star, fight like a red ant, together like an elephant, flexible like a badger..so, we just take your gossip like a piece of cake..we eat to keep our energy and do our work..hahahaa..

money is not everthing but everything is money..

2008-10-24T20:38:00.001-07:00

once you are hanging out, there are few note of money was used..emergency at toilet, you must pay 20 cent before enter..so, everything is money..but, how about the money is not everything? here is the answer..one times, you are lonely and sad just because you break up with your partner or you are lost someone...you are crying and crying..let's me alone..that is a sentence everyone would and suppose to use..can you buy your happiness? off course not..

bad or good..

2008-10-24T20:12:00.000-07:00

bad or good? a very simple question, but why did you still don't know which one is heaven or hell, black or white, yin or yang?..this is very completed. don't look 1 thing in 1 perspective..look 1 thing with many perspective..so, it's better for you judge and take action before you make mistake.most of people are feel guilty after do something? that is normal as well..so, in the process of learning, we learn from the mistake..don't do the same mistake in the future..

green color is my soul

2008-10-20T22:46:00.000-07:00

i don't know, when i start to like green color?..but, everything green is harmony and make me feel good..well, you all know, our respiration was really need plant to produce oxygen for us..thank to plant and beautiful color of green..since, i like green, all the things i bought is green..i really like to be part of green..green is symbol of harmony and feel good of circumstance around. yes, go further to keep our world green..now, there are illegal lodging and make our earth become dry and uselessnesses..huhuhu, so sad..don't make our world become worst just because of scarcity sources and bad weather.. i don't want to face it..i know, maybe that things was happen in the next..but, think that avoid is better than cure...

who is a man?

2008-10-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

'The Muted Group Theory" by Cheris Kramarae is talking about 22 words was using by women symbolic as argue how much a man change his girlfriend..such as, 'playboy', 'stud', 'gigolo' and 'Don Juan'..it's was make over the man social status at the society..this a man look like by a women..so, i don't have comment about this one..it's just masculine words power...so, think that with knowledge site to improve women voice in the society..don't blame someone if you feel that you are ignoring..it's about and depend on the women to chance that perspective..Who is a man?..so, ask yourself to explain it. it's not bias and prejudice but about human commodity believe and want..huhuhu, i just take this input as my knowledge..

i wish my friends...

2008-10-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

i wish my friends..
whatever their do..
whatever their want to be..
i just wish for them..
"All The Best" for a whole time..

but,
don't forget me...
if you are successful..
do something benefited for you and community..
that's i wish was going on..

so,
keep going your effort..
keep going your praying..
keep going your planning..
all is under process of learning..

how to know..

2008-10-20T20:50:00.000-07:00

how to know?..if someone you like had respon to your love..i still confius and curious about its..but, i really want that people know did i admirer..honestly, i'm so shy to speak out to that people just because i was worry about the negative feedback..huhuhu..so leceh lah..but, i don't mind if that really happen for me..let's God wish me for better in the future..

if you are tired..

2008-10-20T20:28:00.000-07:00

if you tired, i have some tips to share with everyone..

1. take some rest at public green park

2. get a siesta (siesta is take a few minute to sleep)

3. take a rest by watching televisyen

4. ask your friends to hanging out (makes sure is not extreme activity)

5. go to fishing

6. read some magazine

7. look for the nice activity at home. e.g cooking and gardening..

so, let's try its..

do something for me.

2008-10-18T22:43:00.000-07:00

do something for me
if i have do somethings wrong,
if i have speak out nonsense,
if i have mistake to do something,
i really need whatever advise,
which is importance for me...

i arrange 10 fingers of my
if i hurt you all,
don't let me falling with something bad i do..
take my hand
and...
bring me to real life..

if i leave you all,
ask me why..
if i ignore you all,
tell me what did you all done for me?
maybe,
i can or can't to answer it..

but,
i really appreciate you all,
as my friend..
i really love and miss you all,
if i far from you all..
i don't forget everything we do together..
i will keep that as my memory..

the beauty of human

2008-10-18T21:52:00.000-07:00

for me, human is so specially. there are many thing in human body..Biology cell and the fact about human life include attitude and behavior. but, i was interested with human attitude and behavior. we cannot guest whatever human do everyday of their life. but, we just respect for the good side. if bad, change it to be good. that is our responsible to help each others.everyone have special thing about them.since we are born, the sense we are really use is ear. we are really sensitive about the sound..but, the period of we are grow up, we are step by step to use every sense we have include taste, eye, touch, smell and hear. all that sense was using to build up how human attitude and behavior. the abuse of that sense can make someone suffer in the future. that's why i really love what i have just now. i take care whatever in my body. i don't want lost whatever i have. all is i need.make yourself with pretty part of your attitude and behavior even from the physical part, we are not really perfect as we want it. so, appreciate whatever you have now. thanks to Gods!

the ibanese.

2008-10-18T21:18:00.000-07:00

the ibanese is a large group of community at Sarawak especially at Kapit. and I'm one of them..yehh, I'm proud. but, i was worry just because the mentality of Ibanese still at the back. i mean, the education especially. now, only a few of them is taking degree at University. i don't know why? maybe, i need to do some research about that. here is my voice to Ibanese,

1. put yourself in great attitude.

2. don't break up your study.

3. change the mentality.

4. avoid yourself from social problems.

5. cultivate yourself with education part

6. to change the perception, we must change ourself first.

7. do something benefited

8. force yourself to be good discipline

a long distance to go there..

2008-10-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

today, around 10,000++ is continue theirs study at high level. but, 1 question is why is successful of millionaire don't have higher level of education?. the answer is very simple. it is because their try every opportunity their got. once their try, it's very fully of progression to get target. every of failure is motivation...but, one thing we should know is a long distance to go there. no shortcut. the best way to be rich person is joins the business. there are 9 door over 10 to enter.

the spirit of successful.

2008-10-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

most of my friends is successful in academic especially. i really want to be part of them, every semester got dean list.oh my god, there are genius people. here is some tips:

1. must be book worm

2. don't give up once you are failed

3. study hard and smart

4. focus during the class

5. do more exercise

6. attend every class

7. work hard

8. don't forget to pray

9. ask lecture if you have some question

10. group discussion is a way to share knowledge

everything is life..

2008-10-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

everything is life,
but everyone had specific to declare it..
for me, whatever around is about life,
all is related with each others.

so,
i appreciate whatever i have just now..
to thank...
i was glad to behind whatever surrounding me..
me and whatever i need is best friends..
but,
until now?
i don't have something to do with whatever..

but,
one thing i like to share,
try to make your life with beautiful color..
try to appreciate whatever you had..
try to make something benefit..
try to think your future without whatever..

do you know?

2008-10-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

do you know?,
how special we are..
the best thing is...
you guest by yourself..
the best thing you are proud to..

here,
i would like to tell you..
which is you did know..
there are someone caring you for a whole time..
but,
he/she couldn't tell you
just because of love in shy...

love,
is something hiding..
but you did know it just because you..
didn't know it..
how dare you are?
do not appreciate he/she..
how sad he/she feeling?..

Good Luck For My friends..

2008-10-17T05:53:00.000-07:00

my friends, our final exam is near the corner..so, i wish for you all, "Good Luck"..study hard and study Smart..we fight to get all A's on our subject..

a big liar of mine...

2008-10-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

a big liar of mine is a story about my mistake did i hide from everyone..the mistake did i never forget for a whole of my life..sometimes, i need to secret something did i think should keep by my own..i don't want someone know about my life..i don't want to feel guilty. i live at my life..that was better off.don't disturd me if i need my privacy!that is me..but, one thing i should keep is something did i hurt someone with uncertainly or centainly..i arrange 10 of my fingers to apologize to them..i keep this for our future,relation or what so ever..

beautiful of girl...

2008-10-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

girl..
someone who i need,
someone who i should love..
someone who make me perfect...
someone who caring of me..

girl,
for me is beautiful...
girl is a god...
life without girl..
is a life without set..

girl,
i really need you...
for a whole of my life...
let me show you...
did i really love you...
did i miss you so much...

girl,
once i got you..
i promise to you...
did i love forever and ever..
i promise you..
i don't even leave you ..

don't you know...

2008-10-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

don't you all know..our final exam is around 3 weeks from now..huhuhu, i'm haven't prepare my revision..and i was scare to set my final exam..and tomorrow, my sister set PMR examination..i pray for my sister..good Luck to my sister! i know how his feel are..also, i have 2 more assignment thats i need to complete its..huhuhu. any tips? please share with me..

hahaha, our team is just 3rd runner up

2008-10-12T04:11:00.000-07:00

today ,around 2pm, the time we start to play bowling..oh my god!,i'm so nervous before playing..as you all know, our challenger is very professional player compare to our team..i solute others team..well, i just drop 103 pi point..so sad..hamimi got 122 pin point and fairus got 130 pin point..so, after sum, we got 355 pin point..huhuhu, but our teaM include top 5 je..we got 3rd runner up je..but, i enjoy that games..

i love everything

2008-10-03T19:34:00.000-07:00

me,
look very simple...
look different from others...
sometimes i have similar with people...
and,
sometimes i don't know who am i..

i love everything...
for family,
for animals,
for environments,
for friends,
because i know there are loving everywhere...

i love unity..
for life in peace...
for part of safety all the times...
i love relationship..
with my friends..
with someone special..
to give me humanity..

what i know..
human is someone i need to love,
for heritage as well..
life together to fight whatever in future..
so, i keep love to strong cooperation
i keep caring to make everybody was take care..

how do you think?

2008-09-30T18:40:00.000-07:00

how do you think?
when others people gossip you at the back?
when someone slap you suddenly?
when somebody don't want to greet you anymore?

is it difficult for you?
or you just let it's go...
you should know...
there are something wrong about you...
so, you need do what?

first,
ask yourself about..
what did you do to your friends?
what wrong with you?
try to recall..
try to solve ASAP

it was difficult to make all your friends
happy anytime..
stay with you for a whole time...
but,
we have to keep strongly..
ours friendship..
no one will do for you..
escape you are..

my rice cooker is broken

2008-09-30T18:29:00.000-07:00

huhuhu..my rice cooker is broken.could you imagine, our cafe does not open for this week...where should i cook?...any suggestion?. i want to return back to the shop because that rice cooker still under warranty..i hope, i can get the new one or their return back the old after repair..huhuhhu, i am so sad today...

explorer the kuching..

2008-09-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

hahaha, today, me, dave and jarrel have done to explorer the kuching..first, we go to Satok to find out my friend Dave t-shirt. he want to use during the FK Prom Night...almost 3 hours we have to get the best choice for him..oh my god, we are so tired..but, i was happy to help him..well well, i just buy pen and liquid at Wisma Satok just for my preparation at final exam...next, we go to India Street to find the neck tie for him, just for suit he t-shirt as well...there, we take almost 2 hours to get some food and what so ever..oh my god, unconsciously as a planning i meet my classmate during my primary school at SK Ng Embuau and 2 years at my secondry school at SMK Song. she told me, i am quiet different than my previous time..huhuhu, long time did not see her..i miss it so far...by 4pm we are landing at UNIMAS..lalalala...tomorrow is raya festival....So, to be glad, i wish all my friends who was celebrate raya..."SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI"..Maaf Zahir & Batin...

all is beautiful..

2008-09-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

all is beautiful...
nothing is out of born,
she is women,
he is boy...
and all is perfect..

but,
human is greedy,
want more and more...
until the world was worry...
is not world anymore..
it's kind of material...

where is love?...
for people to love the world..
pollution, over doss of social implication...
start from what..
we don't know..
only the world know about it..
until what?..
that i can answer..
until the human is losses..

for me,
we should have appreciate feel,
we should control our self,
we should love the world..
no war,
no terrorism,
no cruel..
it's about the LOVE only..

me and my friends..

2008-09-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

me and my friends...
how the story was begin?..
k, we start from...

P----,
he is very kind person..
helpful people,
hardworking,
nice to talk...
but now,
he is too far from me...
to fill himself with knowledge..
to be teacher one day...

H-----,
he is very friendship..
also,
nice to talk,
very open but strict..
very funny but hardly...

E--------,
she is very kind girl..
she is thinker...
she is lovely...
she is caring and no prejudice..
for she,
'there are no bias to be one of part human life...'

so is what..

2008-09-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

so is what?
if you are ridiculous..
if you hypocrite...
if you are crazy...

do try blame me,
once you are fall,
as you know,
me is not anymore..
like a stranger for you,
in your previous life...

but know,
you see it's...
it's nothing about you..
falling down...
no one want to guide you...
for a whole time...
no one take care of you...
its nothing..

and don't tell me...
you are pressure or what so ever..
so i ignore you are..
sorry for that's.

Today i feel lonely...

2008-09-27T19:10:00.000-07:00

huhuhu, now is raya holiday..but, i stay alone at UNIMAS...it's so boring lah..i don't know what should i do during this one week holiday?..also, all the cafe was closed..huhu. so, i need to go out yesterday and buy some foods with my friends, Dave & Florence..don't you all know, we have to walk from TAZ to go to everise..oh my god, my leg become numb last night. also, of course we are so tired..but we are lucky that evening because when we want to going back to college, Mas was very pleasure to invite us to follow her with the suzuki car..thank's ya Mas. we are appreciate that...also, i.m so sad because Mimie was going back to Bungin Village to celebrate Raya with his family..that was plus my sadness..huhuhu. don't forget mimie to bring me kuih2 raya..to all my friends who was celebrate Hari Raya, to be glad i wish you all, "SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI", Maaf zahir dan batin...

anang nyekat diri..

2008-09-17T15:51:00.005-07:00

sapa nemu?
bisi utai ti enda temu orang...
peransang diri empu,
anang takut ngemaju ke diri...
nadai sapa ulih nyekat dik...

ingat meh,
ari sekali manah agi dik neruska ia...
anang munyi sempama,
duduk dedegau nungkat dagu...
anang nyekat diri...

bisi ari nuan sigi nemu,
nama utai ti orang enda nemu aba dik..
kena mantai,
padah jak nuan sigi ulih,
bisi pengering ngenan diri ari penanggul...

aram meh kitai bansa Iban..
anang nukung diri...
anang nyekat diri...
nadai sapa nemu,
dudi ari?

nadai enda kitai nemu,
mensia tok sigi mayuh befikir,
takut alah,
takut kena indik orang..
ingat,
ari pengalah,
ari penusah kitai bisi pengering...
ngemajuka diri..

the next door...

2008-09-17T15:51:00.004-07:00

the next door,
a sign of curious...
my attribution on the spot...
my guess to know better...
who was that?

no one else know it..
escape myself,
who is closely,
but till now,
I'm still upgrade my investigation...

say closely but stay out...
say know but hang out..
no strength fact..
i need permission..
to know you better,
let's me explorer,
your world...

maybe i need to brave..
to talk with you...
to get much better...
so,
no confusing..
about one thing...
there are some interest from you...

sajakku pada pensyarahku...

2008-09-17T15:51:00.003-07:00

sajakku pada pensyarahku,
sajak indah,
satu keyakinan diriku,
membangkit diriku,
kisah ilmu di minda,
menjadikan kekuatan di hari muka...

terima kasih pensyarahku,
jasamu ku kenang buat selamanya...
segala ilmu diperturunkan,
diriku hargai,
untuk melihat dunia sebenarnya...
yang menuntut diriku mencintai ilmu...

ilmu yang diberikan,
ilmu itu senjata tajam,
melengkapkan kesempurnaan pada diriku,
menerokai ilmu yang tiada batasannya..
menerokai sehingga akhir hayatku...

panduan pensyarahku,
memimpin diriku melihat dunia,
dari pelbagai perspektif,
membuat tanggapan untuk kebaikan,
melihat setiap sudut,
untuk mencari kebenaran...

dia dan diriku...

2008-09-17T15:51:00.002-07:00

dia dan diriku,
mencintai,
menyayangi,
merindui,
mahkota cintanya pada diriku...

ku inginkan kebahagiaan kita,
ku inginkan hubungan kita,
kekal buat selamanya...
dengan kisah cinta yang sempurna...

dia dan diriku,
berjanji untuk mencintai selamanya,
tiada keraguan,
tiada prasangka,
kepastian cinta...
yang bisa mengeratkan lagi...

kapan pun,
cintanya tetap pada diriku,
cintaku tetap padanya,
indah selamanya...

dirinya dengan siapa...

2008-09-17T15:51:00.001-07:00

ketika itu,
diriku semakin tertanya,
siapa kah insan itu,
duduk di samping nya,
mengapa dirinya curang?
sedang diriku menyerahkan segalanya
pada dirinya,
dirinya yang begitu aku cintai...

saat diriku melihat untuk kali kedua,
air mataku jatuh menyentuh bumi,
jantung berdetak dengan kencang,
dirinya berpimpin tangan dengan siapa..
begitu mesra...

siapakah aku baginya?
umpama patung yang tiada perasaan,
dimiliki sesuka hati,
diduakan cintanya,
diriku bukan semurah itu,

biarlah,
suatu saat nanti,
dengan keberanian,
ku ungkapkan,
lupakan diriku,
jangan diucap selamat tinggal,
kerana,
ku relakan perpisahan kita...

usah dirimu,
mengungkapkan bait-bait cinta lagi,
tiada maknanya,
mengungkapkan kerinduan,
pada diriku,
kerana tiada sayangku lagi,
pada dirimu,
yang tidak menghargai cintaku dahulu...

biarlah,
diriku bebas,
tanpa terikat lagi dengan dirimu,
bebas dan bebas...
tanpa memikirkan dirimu lagi,
kisah kita sudah tamat...

putih dan hitam

2008-09-17T15:51:00.000-07:00

putih dan hitam...
yin dan yang...
syurga dan neraka...
semuanya bertentangan...

putih dan hitam,
warna yang kontra...
umpamanya siang dan malam,
manusia yang sedang mencari identitinya,

yin dan yang,
sudah pasti melihat manusia,
antara baik dan jahat,
antara ikhlas dan menipu,
manusia sendiri tentukan...

syurga dan neraka,
satu dunia selepas hidup,
antara ketakutan manusia,
kerana...
yang membezakan manusia,
keimanan,
kemurkaan...

diriku seru,
seluruh umat manusia,
berfikirlah antara dunia dan akhirat,
jangan alpa,
dunia ini ada pencipta agung,
yang menyaksikan segalanya...

seandainya masih ada harapan

2008-09-14T19:53:00.000-07:00

seandainya masih ada harapan,
ingin bagiku ungkapkan..
"diriku masih mencintai dirimu"
maafkanku sayangku disana..

cemburu pada dirimu.
membuat diriku takut akan kehilangan dirimu..
dirimu begitu disenangi,
didampingi,
setiap orang...

dirimu mencintai diriku...
ungkapan itu membuat diriku
selalu takut sayangku...
takut bersemuka perpisahan di antara kita...
terima kasih sayangku...

cintamu padaku,
tiada penghujungnya...
diri ini menghargai,
setiap belaian kasihmu padaku...

10 jari disusun..
meminta maaf padamu sayangku,
kecil hatimu kerana diriku
yang terlanjur kata...
namun,
masih menggunung sayangku padamu...

diriku berjanji pada dirimu,
akan menyayangi dirimu,
ku mempercayai cintamu padaku...
terima kasih sayangku di atas cintamu..
tiada akhirnya.

doaku buat dirinya

2008-09-14T19:43:00.000-07:00

hadirnya satu tekaan,
datangnya tak diundang dalam hidupku...
tanpa rasa segan silu,
dirinya mendekati diriku...

dihulurnya sapaan mesra,
satu perkenalan antara dirinya dengan diriku,
kisah demi kisah,
dikongsi, diceritara...
kadangkala....
kami ketawa...
kami menangis...

dan...
suatu hari,
dirinya menghampiri diriku...
diungkap dengan secepatnya...
"lupakanlah dirinya"..
tiada jodoh diantara kita...

hatiku...
bagaikan genderang...
berdenyut kepantasan..
begitu mudah untuknya meninggal diriku..
tiada kudratku menghalangnya pemergiannya,
mungkin insan lain lebih menyayangi dirinya...

doaku buat dirinya,
semoga di hari-hari datang,
gembira dengan hidup barumu...
tiada cemburu dariku,
segalanya tanpa paksaan..
dengan kerelaan hati...

kehilangannya...

2008-09-13T17:49:00.001-07:00

kehilangannya...
membuat diriku menangis,
begitu mudah baginya,
melupakan diriku...

kehilangannya...
membuat diriku meratapi,
kesedihan...
kedukaan...
kekecewaan..
pada diriku...

kehilangannya...
satu kejauhan dirinya pada diriku...
tiada kudrat untuk menghalangnya,
biarlah...

mungkin bahagianya...
lebih indah berbanding kisahnya denganku...
mungkin diriku,
tidak layak untuk menyayanginya..

kehilangannya...
satu kesilapan diriku,
kerana...
mencintai,
menyayanginya dulu...
dirinya begitu mudah keluar dari...
hidupku...
cintaku...

kehilangannya...
mengajarku erti kesabaran
erti kekuatan menghadapi kehilangan,
insan yangku sayangi
dulunya begitu mencintai diriku...

dirinya pada diriku

2008-09-13T17:26:00.001-07:00

dirinya pada diriku,
satu petanda..
memasuki setiap kisah diriku...
memaksa diriku...
untuk menyintai dirinya..

dirinya pada diriku,
satu kesucian cinta...
yang mengajar diriku..
erti mencintai insan yang memerlukan cintaku...
memerlukan setiap belaianku...

dirinya pada diriku,
satu insan yang memerlukan kasih sayang...
kasih sayangku padanya,
dirinya membuat diriku...
menyayanginya...
melihatnya satu cinta...

dirinya pada diriku,
satu kesucian...
mencintainya setiap waktu...
membuat diriku merenung...
siapakah aku mencintai dirinya?

dirinya pada diriku,
satu kisah yang tak sempurna...
hadirnya orang ketiga...
membuat diriku menangis..
bersedih kerana silapku
kerana mencintainya,
kerana menyayanginya...

dirinya pada diriku,
satu memori sedih...
di dalam kotak hidupku,
menangis dan menangis...
mengimbau saat indahku bersamanya...
ku pasrah kehilangan...

dirinya pada diriku...
satu keajaiban cinta terhalang...
satu pintaku,
jangan mengingati diriku...
jangan kembali padaku untuk kali kedua...
jangan bersimpati denganku...
kerana diri ini tidak suka mengharap
cintamu lagi pada diriku..

kisahku dengan dunia

2008-09-13T17:15:00.000-07:00

kisahku dengan dunia...
begitu indah setiap masa,
begitu sedih dikongsi bersama..
semuanya kisah yang mematangkan diriku...
dari semua sudut..

kisahku dengan dunia,
mengajar diriku,
erti ketabahan,
erti kesyukuran,
erti kejujuran,
terima kasih kisahku...

diriku dengan dunia,
semuanya mengungkap kisahku,
kadangkala aku ketawa mengimbau kembali,
setiap yang berlaku di dunia ini...
aku menangis mengenangkan,
setiap kehilangan yang aku hadapi...

dunia ini saksi segalanya,
tentang diriku...
menopong setiap peristiwa..
dalam hidupku...

kisah diriku yang...

2008-09-13T17:05:00.001-07:00

kisah diriku yang...
sukar untuk diriku selami..
kenapa begitu sukar?
sedangkan yang paling mendekati...
jiwaku, hatiku,...

kisah diriku yang...
kadangkalanya,
membuat fikiran buntu mencari siapa diriku sebenarnya..
aku penyayang,
aku kejam,
aku hilang arah...
semuanya aku tentukan...

kisah diriku yang...
aku sendiri corakkan,
mengukir, mewarnai....
setiap yang diriku rancangkan...

kemana arahku?
kemana diriku membawa diri?
di setiap pelosok sudut...
yang penuh dengan 1001 macam...

kadangkalanya,
diriku terumbang-ambing meniti setiap titi...
terhuyung-hayang dihempas badai...
tercari-cari ranting untukku berpaut...
menangis seorang diri..
ketawa tanpa teman...

aku dan sahabat...

2008-09-13T16:50:00.000-07:00

sahabatku...
kehadiran sekalian satu rahmat,
menyinari setiap ruang hidupku...
ketawa, menangis...
semuanya kita lalui bersama...

sahabatku...
sejujurnya diri ini bertanya,
betulkah kita akan berkekalan untuk selamanya...
hatiku takut untuk menghadapi kehilangan sahabatku,
diri ini doakan agar kisah kita kekal selamanya.

sahabatku...
andai diri ini pernah menyakiti hati sekalian...
10 jari kususun,
memohon maaf di atas kesilapan aku...
yang kadangkala aku sendiri tidak menyedari..

sahabatku...
andai diriku leka dengan dunia,
jangan dibiarkan diriku hanyut...
pegang tanganku dan pimpinlah..
agar diriku kembali ke pangkal normal...

Setiap Hariku Bersamamu...

2008-09-06T20:38:00.000-07:00

Impianku hanya satu,

Ingin memilikimu...

Impianku hanya dirimu,

Menjadi teman setiaku...

Setiap hariku bersamamu,

Semuanya menjadi anganku...

Agar setiap bahagiaku idam,

Indah menjadi kenyataan...

Serahkanlah dirimu padaku,

Akanku bahagiakan dirimu sayang...

Serahkan hatimu kepadaku,

Akanku genggam erat janji kita...

Semua itu satu impian,

Yangku tahu takkan menjadi kenyataan...

Kerana dirimu satu mimpiku saja,

ku pejam mata,

Hadirmu tatkala itu...

Ku buka mata,

Semuanya lenyap begitu saja...

My life without you

2008-09-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

everything is needing...
to think everything or something,
is hard to find you now,
what i am saying is,
you are i need...
i hope one day..
you are coming to me..
as you know..
my life without you..
something is empty..
i need you for my love..
i need you for my life...
i need you forever and ever...

Masih Ada Harapan Untukku

2008-08-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

Terlihat satu cahaya,
Menerangi hidup ini,
Memanduku ke arah harapan,
Membuat satu janji indah buatku...

Saat mentari tenggelam di ufuk senja,
Hadir bulan menerangi malam,
Seri bintang menghiasi gelap malam,
Hadirnya membuat diriku terasa disayangi...

Kapan hari itu menjelma,
Diriku menunggu dengan senyum,
Tidak mudah untukku kalah,
Menjanji kasihnya buat diriku...

Masih ada harapan untukku,
Mengejar hidup yang indah itu,
Hadirnya mengimbau kembali,
Kisah cintaku dengannya...

Kau permata hatiku,
Janjiku agar dirimu setia,
Setia dengan cinta kita,
Agar bahagia kita sedia setia,
Buat selamanya....

Kita Seperti Itu

2008-08-02T21:53:00.000-07:00

Indahnya ketika kita bersama,
Melalui detik bersama selamanya,
Menanti hari kita berdua,
Menempuh hidup untuk setia...

Kita seperti itu,
Bahagia dan sedia untuk setia,
Tatkala saat itu,
Kita akan mengharungi lumrah hidup,
Saat itulah memori mencipta...

Memori itu kita abadikan untuk selamanya,
Biar satu dunia tahu,
Kita ditakdirkan untuk bersama,
Mengukir satu kisah indah kita bercinta...

Selama itu kita akan berbahagia,
Menanti sinar cerah untuk kita,
Segala-galanya kita akan berpegang,
Akan janji kita untuk selamanya...

Cintaku Hanya Untukmu

2008-08-02T18:33:00.000-07:00

Cintaku Hanya Untukmu..

Saatku bersamamu,
Terasa indah selalu kisah kita,
Setiap waktu bersamamu,
Hidupku terasa berubah..

Kehadiran insan yang menyayangi diri ini,
Membuat diriku,
Menghargai setiap cintamu untukku,
Semakin diriku setia untuk bersamamu...

Andai cinta ini berakhir,
Hanya ajal memisahkan kita,
Sayangku untukku tidak pernah pudar,
Cintaku utuh dengan ikatan kasih kita...

Kekasihku,
Cintaku hanya untukmu,
Tiada sempadan untuk berkasih,
Cinta kita setia utuh,
Setia cintaku untukmu buat selamanya...

Menyisip Kisah dalam bait-bait Kata...

2008-08-02T17:12:00.001-07:00

Hello,

Tak Ingin Dimilik...

Setiap kali aku kembali merindui,

Cinta itu semakin mendekati,

Mengukap kisah cinta bersama dia,

Memintal benang-benang memori kisah kita...

Setiap saat ku bersamamu

Hadir satu koordinasi kesetiaan,

Menjadi kekuatan hubungan kita,

Menjadi penghalang kisah cinta kita,

kadang-kadang lahir perasaan mencurigai,

bertanyakan setiamu kepadaku..

Tak inginku dimiliki,

Andai setiamu cuma sekelumit,

Hanya mampu bertahan entah sampai bila,

Tapi pastinya...

Cintamu itu tidak berkekalan..

Selamat tinggal cinta ku untuk mu..

Aku dan dirimu hanya satu kisah,

kisah yang tidak sempurna..