nothing to do during "The Revision Week"

D**d myself, lazy and lazy to do my revision..so, you think me can answer the final exam?..i haven't started my preparation..maybe i need to push myself or waiting the last minute..huhuhu..

attitude is what?

make the ABC's arrange by a numbers..example, A=1, B=2 and so on..then you count the spelling of "ATTITUDE"..how many percentage you will got?..


See, i am very sure you will got 100%..am i rite?

so, it's show we are that ATTITUDE is very important to be better off in your life..make your life become meaningful with great attitude..lost of that meaning that you are suffer in next life especially and maybe during the period of your life..

think something was happen if you are lack of good attitude..attitude play a main role in your social life as weel and interpersonal communication especially..so, don't play with that word's..

i was happy and sad every moment at UNIMAS

first time i walk in at UNIMAS, i feel I'm stranger..everyone in there unfamiliar face..i haven't see that face..all is new face!ehh,nevermind, we have orientation, we make a new friends in that event..i don't know, when i start have a friends?..i just know and meet Rudu and followed by Hamimi at Allamanda and Tan and Effa at faculty i think.but we are collegemate and facultymate and become best friend until nowadays....

so, wonderful!..back to first day at UNIMAS, almost everyday my sister call me and ask me about circumstance at my room and lecture room, foods, friends..everything, my sister would like to ask me..my sister just worry about me because she know i'm not really social person.."you ask me 1 question and i will reply it 1 words".that is me..

then, i just walk around lonely and don't have any friends..so sad!i still remember did i never eat at 3 days once i was at UNIMAS. from first day i come..well, the primer factor is shy..interesting but a little bit problems with my communication..but, now i was totally change..i can communicate with others very well and make new and new friend everyday..fantastic and awesome!

ting!ting! i still have problem with my lecture time..oh my god, daily lecture time is using English..D**d beb. it's only happen at me ( so curious every new English words)..i'm not expert in English..oh my god! i have to struggle to follow the student life at University..

time table and rutine life is quiet different compare to my Form 6 level..all is by myself..i mean't. independent person!no one advise you to take some notes during lecture time and do some exercise.it's depent on you to do that or not..my first assignment is very worst,,so many mistake and don't have enough source..but, i not plagiatrims..

will be continue..

once again..

once again, my rice cooker still under repair..d**d beb..almost 3 weeks my rice cooker still under icu wad..ceh, how dare that agent didn't care my rice cooker?..better i buy new, but i have money crisis just now..maybe next i will buy the new one..hopefully!so, i can save my monthly budget beb..

the sushi king & Starbuck..

wooo.... today i have done to go to that part of foods did i realize not really familiar..i mean, not our culture food..but, that is great experience i had..so, fantastic beb! soon, i will go there again..fuyoo, once again, we are, Effa, Mimie, Tan and myself hanging out together..i miss it's..yes, we are the best friends in the world..so, don't jealous guys..

the great day with my friends..

well, most of my spend time with my friends, i feel good like a ntv 7..off course, the great memoir..
see, that is real friend. we are happy and sad together.friends is the very closed person with you..so, it's up to make your relationship become better and better..for me, friend is like an angel from the heaven..white and clean..i mean, the best friend is the best attitude and interpersonal communication is very well..so, don't pretend this fact...

how to make your life become good?

here, i would like to share my tips to be better off in your life..

1. don't gossip

2. hanging out to do some healthy activity

3. listen to soft music if you are stress

4. do something benefited

5. go to picnic with your friends during weekend

6. read magazines

7. work hard and smart

8. share your problem with your friends (You expert that person you can trust)

9. don't always pretend yourself with lonely life

10. play outside games such as hockey, football or badminton

who you are to judge we are?

gossip, gossip and gossip..i'm so s****d with the liar gossip. we are the real friends..i love my friend, Hamimi and effadylia..so, please, don't judge a book by it's cover..we are like a storm, can broken your life once your enter without permission and without shame, its up to you to gossip us..pleaselah, kerja cam itu, Tuhan 100% tidak halalkan..bahkan you akan dikatakan berdosa besar..so, insaflah daripada mengumpat orang..this is story about us..my friends, don't take it into your heart..make it a piece of desserts..for you all who is "Legs Liar Gossip" information, we are strength as a water, stand like a moon and star, fight like a red ant, together like an elephant, flexible like a badger..so, we just take your gossip like a piece of cake..we eat to keep our energy and do our work..hahahaa..

money is not everthing but everything is money..

once you are hanging out, there are few note of money was used..emergency at toilet, you must pay 20 cent before enter..so, everything is money..but, how about the money is not everything? here is the answer..one times, you are lonely and sad just because you break up with your partner or you are lost someone...you are crying and crying..let's me alone..that is a sentence everyone would and suppose to use..can you buy your happiness? off course not..

bad or good..

bad or good? a very simple question, but why did you still don't know which one is heaven or hell, black or white, yin or yang?..this is very completed. don't look 1 thing in 1 perspective..look 1 thing with many perspective..so, it's better for you judge and take action before you make mistake.most of people are feel guilty after do something? that is normal as well..so, in the process of learning, we learn from the mistake..don't do the same mistake in the future..

green color is my soul

i don't know, when i start to like green color?..but, everything green is harmony and make me feel good..well, you all know, our respiration was really need plant to produce oxygen for us..thank to plant and beautiful color of green..since, i like green, all the things i bought is green..i really like to be part of green..green is symbol of harmony and feel good of circumstance around. yes, go further to keep our world green..now, there are illegal lodging and make our earth become dry and uselessnesses..huhuhu, so sad..don't make our world become worst just because of scarcity sources and bad weather.. i don't want to face it..i know, maybe that things was happen in the next..but, think that avoid is better than cure...

who is a man?

'The Muted Group Theory" by Cheris Kramarae is talking about 22 words was using by women symbolic as argue how much a man change his girlfriend..such as, 'playboy', 'stud', 'gigolo' and 'Don Juan'..it's was make over the man social status at the society..this a man look like by a women..so, i don't have comment about this one..it's just masculine words power...so, think that with knowledge site to improve women voice in the society..don't blame someone if you feel that you are ignoring..it's about and depend on the women to chance that perspective..Who is a man?..so, ask yourself to explain it. it's not bias and prejudice but about human commodity believe and want..huhuhu, i just take this input as my knowledge..

i wish my friends...

i wish my friends..
whatever their do..
whatever their want to be..
i just wish for them..
"All The Best" for a whole time..

but,
don't forget me...
if you are successful..
do something benefited for you and community..
that's i wish was going on..

so,
keep going your effort..
keep going your praying..
keep going your planning..
all is under process of learning..

how to know..

how to know?..if someone you like had respon to your love..i still confius and curious about its..but, i really want that people know did i admirer..honestly, i'm so shy to speak out to that people just because i was worry about the negative feedback..huhuhu..so leceh lah..but, i don't mind if that really happen for me..let's God wish me for better in the future..

if you are tired..

if you tired, i have some tips to share with everyone..

1. take some rest at public green park

2. get a siesta (siesta is take a few minute to sleep)

3. take a rest by watching televisyen

4. ask your friends to hanging out (makes sure is not extreme activity)

5. go to fishing

6. read some magazine

7. look for the nice activity at home. e.g cooking and gardening..

so, let's try its..

do something for me.

do something for me
if i have do somethings wrong,
if i have speak out nonsense,
if i have mistake to do something,
i really need whatever advise,
which is importance for me...

i arrange 10 fingers of my
if i hurt you all,
don't let me falling with something bad i do..
take my hand
and...
bring me to real life..

if i leave you all,
ask me why..
if i ignore you all,
tell me what did you all done for me?
maybe,
i can or can't to answer it..

but,
i really appreciate you all,
as my friend..
i really love and miss you all,
if i far from you all..
i don't forget everything we do together..
i will keep that as my memory..

the beauty of human

for me, human is so specially. there are many thing in human body..Biology cell and the fact about human life include attitude and behavior. but, i was interested with human attitude and behavior. we cannot guest whatever human do everyday of their life. but, we just respect for the good side. if bad, change it to be good. that is our responsible to help each others.everyone have special thing about them.since we are born, the sense we are really use is ear. we are really sensitive about the sound..but, the period of we are grow up, we are step by step to use every sense we have include taste, eye, touch, smell and hear. all that sense was using to build up how human attitude and behavior. the abuse of that sense can make someone suffer in the future. that's why i really love what i have just now. i take care whatever in my body. i don't want lost whatever i have. all is i need.make yourself with pretty part of your attitude and behavior even from the physical part, we are not really perfect as we want it. so, appreciate whatever you have now. thanks to Gods!

the ibanese.

the ibanese is a large group of community at Sarawak especially at Kapit. and I'm one of them..yehh, I'm proud. but, i was worry just because the mentality of Ibanese still at the back. i mean, the education especially. now, only a few of them is taking degree at University. i don't know why? maybe, i need to do some research about that. here is my voice to Ibanese,

1. put yourself in great attitude.

2. don't break up your study.

3. change the mentality.

4. avoid yourself from social problems.

5. cultivate yourself with education part

6. to change the perception, we must change ourself first.

7. do something benefited

8. force yourself to be good discipline

a long distance to go there..

today, around 10,000++ is continue theirs study at high level. but, 1 question is why is successful of millionaire don't have higher level of education?. the answer is very simple. it is because their try every opportunity their got. once their try, it's very fully of progression to get target. every of failure is motivation...but, one thing we should know is a long distance to go there. no shortcut. the best way to be rich person is joins the business. there are 9 door over 10 to enter.

the spirit of successful.

most of my friends is successful in academic especially. i really want to be part of them, every semester got dean list.oh my god, there are genius people. here is some tips:

1. must be book worm

2. don't give up once you are failed

3. study hard and smart

4. focus during the class

5. do more exercise

6. attend every class

7. work hard

8. don't forget to pray

9. ask lecture if you have some question

10. group discussion is a way to share knowledge

everything is life..

everything is life,
but everyone had specific to declare it..
for me, whatever around is about life,
all is related with each others.

so,
i appreciate whatever i have just now..
to thank...
i was glad to behind whatever surrounding me..
me and whatever i need is best friends..
but,
until now?
i don't have something to do with whatever..

but,
one thing i like to share,
try to make your life with beautiful color..
try to appreciate whatever you had..
try to make something benefit..
try to think your future without whatever..

do you know?

do you know?,
how special we are..
the best thing is...
you guest by yourself..
the best thing you are proud to..

here,
i would like to tell you..
which is you did know..
there are someone caring you for a whole time..
but,
he/she couldn't tell you
just because of love in shy...

love,
is something hiding..
but you did know it just because you..
didn't know it..
how dare you are?
do not appreciate he/she..
how sad he/she feeling?..

Good Luck For My friends..

my friends, our final exam is near the corner..so, i wish for you all, "Good Luck"..study hard and study Smart..we fight to get all A's on our subject..

a big liar of mine...

a big liar of mine is a story about my mistake did i hide from everyone..the mistake did i never forget for a whole of my life..sometimes, i need to secret something did i think should keep by my own..i don't want someone know about my life..i don't want to feel guilty. i live at my life..that was better off.don't disturd me if i need my privacy!that is me..but, one thing i should keep is something did i hurt someone with uncertainly or centainly..i arrange 10 of my fingers to apologize to them..i keep this for our future,relation or what so ever..

beautiful of girl...

girl..
someone who i need,
someone who i should love..
someone who make me perfect...
someone who caring of me..

girl,
for me is beautiful...
girl is a god...
life without girl..
is a life without set..

girl,
i really need you...
for a whole of my life...
let me show you...
did i really love you...
did i miss you so much...

girl,
once i got you..
i promise to you...
did i love forever and ever..
i promise you..
i don't even leave you ..

don't you know...

don't you all know..our final exam is around 3 weeks from now..huhuhu, i'm haven't prepare my revision..and i was scare to set my final exam..and tomorrow, my sister set PMR examination..i pray for my sister..good Luck to my sister! i know how his feel are..also, i have 2 more assignment thats i need to complete its..huhuhu. any tips? please share with me..

hahaha, our team is just 3rd runner up

today ,around 2pm, the time we start to play bowling..oh my god!,i'm so nervous before playing..as you all know, our challenger is very professional player compare to our team..i solute others team..well, i just drop 103 pi point..so sad..hamimi got 122 pin point and fairus got 130 pin point..so, after sum, we got 355 pin point..huhuhu, but our teaM include top 5 je..we got 3rd runner up je..but, i enjoy that games..

i love everything

me,
look very simple...
look different from others...
sometimes i have similar with people...
and,
sometimes i don't know who am i..

i love everything...
for family,
for animals,
for environments,
for friends,
because i know there are loving everywhere...

i love unity..
for life in peace...
for part of safety all the times...
i love relationship..
with my friends..
with someone special..
to give me humanity..

what i know..
human is someone i need to love,
for heritage as well..
life together to fight whatever in future..
so, i keep love to strong cooperation
i keep caring to make everybody was take care..